Melting away?

Well, I feel like I melted away and have no lifeline left. Life is a mad scramble, moving from one busy thing to the next. I find myself wondering if there is any possible way for me to be any busier. Bad idea! Because of course life then decides to show me just what busy is!

So now I find myself saying, "I cannot wait till things are not so hectic, and then I am going to really do things better and be more productive, yada, yada yada. And then I remember saying that a time or two before now. Back during the last time things were hectic. Life is a cycle. I think I realize that now. Too bad I didn't realize this so much sooner. I could of lived life more fully, as I had planned the last time I felt this busy.

Oh well, just kind venting. I miss blogging. Is it possibly an addiction if I find myself longing to spend time just reading blogs and posting? LOL

By the way, so not funny how I make so much less money now, working more than twice as much. Just does not seem fair does it!